Sands of Time

Posted: 15th October 2001 by Jab in Poetry

As we walk the sands of time

Hand in hand together in twine

Not a moment to soon, nor a moment to late

Our hands together as one, for this is fate

A crisp light kernel, elegant and sheer

A granulate of sand, becomes closer and near

A look much closer will certainly reveal

A factor of meaning, a love so real

For many years it took to make this change

Resistance of patience has heard no rage

My love is strong, like a kernel of sand

Expressing emotional content, in your hand

 

I walk with you through the sands of time

A mystery of love that is forever mine

I am here to make you happy when you are sad

Throughout the good times, and all of the bad

When you are down and blue, or have the flu

I will make you better; I will carry you through

Through this notion; forbidden as well

How much our love will grow, only time can tell

A gentle stroke through your soft Angelic hair

Know in time, I will forever be there

Forever in a heartbeat I hold you close in hand

My precious love for you lies deep within this man

I walk with you in the sands of time

I will walk with you forever with you hand in mine.

 

– Sands of Time

Now and Then

Posted: 26th September 2001 by Jab in Poetry

Make up your mind

I am going insane

I cannot stand this

Constant toying with my brain

You tell me how you feel

Then we are through

I am not even sure what I am going to do

Did you think about me too?

This isn’t the end

Was that pretend?

Many letters to you I write

Do you read them in bed at night?

I’m mad that

I’m happy

For once again I am not sure

What it is all about anymore

You are forgiven

All is forgotten

Until you do it again

Then what?

I want you always

Not just now and then

 

– Now and Then

Lasting Forever

Posted: 24th September 2001 by Jab in Poetry

Forever; together

Together we last

 

Lasting forever

Together we pass

 

Forever

 

– Lasting Forever

My love you are not

Posted: 22nd September 2001 by Jab in Poetry

I would move the mountains just to say

all the things I need to say, to feel

all the feelings I have for you.

I would swim the depths of the ocean

to share my love, that is so endless

to embrace you!

I would walk to the edge of the world

and back; counting along, the ways I can

express this temptation, this feeling

this love.

But for you I cannot

My Love, you are not!

A sunset as beautiful as your smile that

lights the sky;

is clouds full of color so indescrible, like

the thoughts I have for you

A walk hand-in-hand on a moon-lit sand

sharing a moment of pleasure

the sparkle in your eye, reminds me

of the stars at night

that I thank for every moment

we are together

I want to share these feelings with you

But for you I cannot

My Love, you are not!

I would hold you tight

never to let go, feeling so secure.

Talk softly in your ear, whisper

three little words

of comfort and to let you

know, I am here to stay

There is not one problem I would not

workout

To bring comfort and ease

to please you in everyway,

mentally, physically … sexually.

I want to share this with you

But for you I cannot

My Love, you are not!

Happiness not loneliness for you

I will give.

Ease your pain, take your worries away

comfort you.

In your time of need

let you be, when you need to be you.

The moon, I would give;

to share your love

I want to share all this with you

But for you I cannot

My Love, you are not!

Come back to me, and you will see

A changed man, I’ve turned out to be

I want to give you my all

and show you our love will not fall

back to the way it was, only grow

stronger as we develop, it will begin to show

that true love, we always had

But for you I cannot

My Love, you are not

But lets change and try again

and let feelings ment

– My Love , you are not

Should be me

Posted: 21st September 2001 by Jab in Poetry

I hope someday, someone will

Treat you like I did.

 

And say all

The beautiful things I said

 

To bring that smile

Upon your face

 

That lights a room in

Endless ways

 

That lifts your spirits

High above

 

And shows you countless

Ways of love

 

Takes your breath away

With a single kiss

 

And shows you a lifetime

Of warmth and bliss

 

– Should be me

One Reason

Posted: 16th September 2001 by Jab in Poetry

I see you smile, once not so bright

Though time has passed; strong we unite

There has not been a time, I looked into your eyes

And never seen us, not together

The frustration is here, and times are rough

Though I think of you; silently

I cannot imagine what feelings I would have

If I thought otherwise

I see you; what is on your mind?

I just want to hold you close

I want to touch your hand

I can still feel; that feeling the embrace of our lips

For the first time

Give me a reason not to love you

The way that I do

I cannot find one!

 

– One Reason

Precious Moments

Posted: 16th September 2001 by Jab in Poetry

Darkness falls across the land.

leaving me standing, holding out my hand.

Wishing and praying, to the one up above

Am I the one, whom she’s in love?

 

I ask myself many times at night

When I goto bed, when I hold you tight

When I kiss your neck, ears and hair

Am I a question of loves dispair?

 

I wish the world for you and I

To walk the sands of a moon-lit sky

Holding tight to the hand I embrace

Precious Moments we share with grace

 

Along a shore, as I drift to dream

Just you and I , a silouette scene

without a nedge, or care or wilt

Tenderness, care and love is felt

 

I tence knowing for you question why

Am I your sorrow, a burdon cry?

I ask myself this question too

Do you love me so, and is it true?

 

My heart goes out to the one I love

Like a pigeon waiting for that one special dove

I give you my all, all I can give

I will keep giving, as long as I live

 

– Precious Moments

So Like You

Posted: 15th September 2001 by Jab in Poetry

I see you smile, so affectionate.

I see your eyes, so beautiful.

I touch your face, so soft.

I hear you speak, so wise.

I listen to your words, so reassuring.

I see your hands, so like mine.

I see your tears, so anguished.

I touch your heart, so incomplete.

I see your pain, so confused.

I feel your love, so am I wrong?

 

– So Like You

Outcome

Posted: 14th September 2001 by Jab in Poetry

Through the night,

a peaceful scene.

Tossing and turning

Is this a dream?

 

I see your face,

a smile so bright.

A smile to me,

is my delight.

 

I will not stop,

I will not rest.

To make you happy,

will be my quest.

 

This rocky road,

I will not fear.

The result,

to love and hold you near.

 

Is well worth,

the trip I would take.

For the outcome,

and consequences to make.

 

– Outcome

Reality

Posted: 11th September 2001 by Jab in Poetry

I catch a glimpse of your affectionate smile,

softly towards my direction.

I can see your lips, your sensuous way, behind them a look of guilt,

overcome by feelings, overwhelming with unlimited circumstances.

An embrace at the end of the night,

made my heart filled with joy.

With unexplained feelings rushing through a head of a pin

trying to bypass the heartache and emotional stress

with the overwhelming belief of the existence of love.

Seeing and believing the truth is here, right before my eyes

knowing that in all reality, you and I cannot be.

Not one mountain is too high, nor river to wide,

to express my feelings, I cannot hide.

Whatever it takes, whatever the rules,

whatever the outcome, and whatever the blues.

I cannot let my chance again, pass me by,

right before my very eyes.

Life takes a toll of good and bad, most of what we can control,

Things happen for a reason.

You are more than heaven sent,

An Angel in disguise.

Although you may not agree,

this is something you cannot deny.

Understanding your place,

your heart belongs to someone else

how can this be:

I have seen your smile and your beautiful eyes,

this cannot be true, not for me!

I must deal with all this pain and grief,

accepting reality,

hoping and praying, for that day to come,

that maybe you and I

will become one.

 

– Reality