Never in my life have I ever thought I would ever feel this way
about a single person.
These feelings I have come down within.
I have to fight with these feelings at times, for these feelings I have I cannot explain.
On one side –
I have deep emotional feelings of love, caring and trust
Feelings of joy, happiness and of temptation.
I have feelings I have never had before.
Nobody has make me feel the way you make me feel
My feelings are inexpressible; I cannot begin to touch the depth
If you could imagine heaven … so peaceful, so quiet with fields of
flowers … each one expressing the happiness you bring to my life
A river extended to the eyes content, is my love for you that flows all so patiently
and calmly
Although these expressions are like a single grain of sand
Imagine what a handful of that sand can say about my love … about my feelings
About the amount of happiness you bring to my life.
The other side is dark –
At first you expressed your love for me then took it away
How are you to feel when something so special is taken from you?
It is like a dark tunnel that extends to far to see
The sides are hands reaching out trying to grab you
To stop you … to toss you back and forth
Their hands are scolding hot as sharp as razors
As you run down this tunnel trying to keep away from the sides
All you can think about is how your life could have been
If only a chance was given … if only that love was true
If only you could have done something better
You keep running but there is no end
Eventually you will get tired
And then you will die.
Although both sided keep fighting with each other … how do I choose?
There is no question, which I would choose
It feels I have been pushed in the opposite direction
I hope someday we can realize what went wrong … what could have changed?
For it may be too late, when you are ready and I am not.
I don’t want it to come to that
However I feel that is what it is coming to … do I say farewell?
You will always have a special place in my heart
Now … and forever!
– Now and Forever