Now and Then

Posted: 26th September 2001 by Jab in Poetry

Make up your mind

I am going insane

I cannot stand this

Constant toying with my brain

You tell me how you feel

Then we are through

I am not even sure what I am going to do

Did you think about me too?

This isn’t the end

Was that pretend?

Many letters to you I write

Do you read them in bed at night?

I’m mad that

I’m happy

For once again I am not sure

What it is all about anymore

You are forgiven

All is forgotten

Until you do it again

Then what?

I want you always

Not just now and then

 

– Now and Then